"Not Today"

I wonder when I will get to the point in my life where I can truly forgive myself for mistakes I’ve made. I want to believe that a time will come when I no longer torment myself with regrets and learn to just live in the moment and realize that my battle scars have gotten me here. I'm right where I'm supposed to be. I am so good at getting caught up in my own head. It can be a really scary place to be.

This weekend, while sitting at the counter at the luncheonette that we frequent on our block, I thumbed through the paper like I do every Saturday. I found the horoscopes and read:
I was so thrilled with this horoscope that I have decided to print it out and tape it to my bathroom mirror. From now on, instead of getting caught in my own head with all of the unanswered questions I have, I am just going to take a deep breath and tell myself, “Not today.” And hopefully, one foot in front of the other, I will learn to Just. Let. Go.